13 posts from August 2008

I know it's stupid and immature, but the phrase "volcano taco" makes me laugh. Pretty hard.

I wonder if the people at Taco Bell laugh when people order them. Or maybe it's just me?

I don't like people who think they know more than I do because they go to Starbucks all the time. I'm just going to go ahead and throw that out there.

We were going to go jogging (with a soft j like yogging, lulz) yesterday but it started raining. :( Oh well.

I keep getting headaches, and I don't know what's causing them. It could be a multitude of things. Allergies would probably be a safe bet and it sucks because the older I get (because I'm fucking ancient, ahaha, jk) the worse my allergies get. It could also be that when I actually get a chance to just sit and relax all day, all the stress I build up catches up to me in the form of a headache. It's all self-induced stress really. Me and my having to be crazy. Relaxing would be so much nicer without the headaches though. It really would.

I'm a little disappointed with Barack Obama's choice for running mate. I think even Hillary Clinton would have been better than Joe Biden, at least from what I've read about him. He said he would be honored to run with McCain, not Obama. What were either of them thinking?

I guess I can't really say anything because it's not like I'm a political expert. I just thought I'd say I'm a little disappointed, based on what I've read about him.

Today was actually a really good day at work. We didn't have a huge I'm going to pull my hair out rush, I had fun working with the people that I worked with, and I didn't freak out over anything. I tried to just let myself calm down. I get a little neurotic sometimes at work. It's a bit of an issue.

At least it gets things done...?

Anyway, Zach got a job! I'm so proud of him. He going to school full-time and he's going to work about 20-30 hours a week. That meaning that he's definitely not going to be around here as much, but that just gives me the opportunity and motivation to get my ass up and do something.

I drew the sweetest picture today. It's of a squid and it's pretty amazing. I can draw pretty well when I actually have the idea and the urge to. Okay, well I'm going to go make some dinner to nom on. I are hungryz.

Right now I'm happy. I don't really care about anything that normally bothers me. I'm just happy.

I worry too much, things always work out.

that I had more hours at work.

that I could stop complaining about everything to everyone because it makes me out to be a whiney bitch.

that I actually had something to do when I'm not at work.

that I was in good shape.

that I could stop worrying and fixating on the future when I could just enjoy the present.

that I wasn't so unhappy for no reason sometimes.

Sometimes I have no idea what I'm doing, where I'm going, what I want. There's only one thing in my life that I'm certain of, and that's that I want to be with Zach for the rest of my life. That I'm happy being with him and that I would be incomplete without him. That's what keeps me going everyday, knowing that no matter what happens I have him to back me up and love me no matter what. Despite what I consider to be my shortcomings and the things that I don't have, I'm so lucky and I have to say I have a good life because in all honesty I really do.

so, I thought today's grocery expedition was an adventure. I know he didn't, but I have fun running in the pouring rain.

I like it.

I discovered dried mangoes. They're pretty amazing.

and I'm tired, so I'm going to go get ready for bed. Goodnight.

I really don't understand why people have to be rude to me at work. I mean really, is it necessary? I went over to open the blinds this morning because we put them down to block the crazy bright sunlight in the morning and I wanted to open them since it wasn't so crazy bright and it would be nice to have some sun in there. Anyway, I start opening the blinds and I asked the guy, who had the light in his eyes, if it was okay. He said yeah, and I said, "are you sure?" He reassured me it was okay and I opened them. Then Johnny decides to be silly and he's like, "God! It's so bright, close the blinds!" to which the man who the first man was there with and talking to says to me, "Yeah close them. I can't believe you opened them when no one wanted you to. You totally crossed a line." Really? I totally crossed a line? When you're not even facing the light, the other man said it was okay and Johnny was joking. Sweet, okay. Well if you don't like it why don't you leave? Really. That what I wanted to say.

Other than that, work was pretty good. That's pretty much my day too. I'm going to go play some more katamari. That game's amazing.

So, I'm driving home from my mom's house because I'm doing laundry over there, and I'm stopped at a stoplight. As you all well know, I am an Obama supporter and I have an Obama sticker on my car. I've only had it for about a month, and I haven't had anyone react to it like this. I looked in my rear-view mirror while stopped at the light, and I see this woman, who had to be 30+ years old and she started making an X with her arms and then she proceeded to call me a loser. You know, making an L with her hands and putting it on her forehead. At first I was a little mad, I mean, I have the right to support whomever I want and I have to right to believe what I believe. Who is she to condemn it? Then I just started laughing, really really hard, and shaking my head because she was making an ass of herself. Oh, did I mention she was driving a huuuuge SUV? I thought that detail was the icing. Very nice (borat voice).